let it go...-2-

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Let it Go 2...

sebelum ni, masa entry yg bertajuk 'let it go' ditulis, memang niat buat sebagai pesanan untuk orang lain.. tapi tak sangka yang hari ni, kena tulis balik tajuk yang sama, untuk mengingatkan diri sendiri...

Dear Wardah,

Just let it go, or specifically, let him go..

Please re-check yourself (muhasabah) and look back of what you've done lately. Obviously, you are not deserve to be with him, or with 'them'..(all of the 'nice guy') whom 'so-called' waiting for you. ~perasan. bajet Hot~ :p

Pagi-pagi isnin dah merepek macam ni, nasib baik takde keja lagi sekarang ni. Tapi tak boleh lupa sms yang adik H hantar malam tadi. Memanglah asalnya tak boleh fokus sangat dengan apa yang cuba disampaikan kat sms tu, sebab tengah keluar dengan 1,tapi bila dah sampai rumah, pastu baca balik sms tu, rasa pedih.

I am a nobody to him anymore.

sedih...kenapa entah. Takkan sebab wardah tamak? huhu... nak buat macam mana, nama beliau dah lama dalam hati ni. dia dah ada masa war susah dan senang, tempat war mengadu dan luahkan perasaan sejak tahun 2008 lagi.  Bagi macam-macam kalau dia pergi trip mana-mana.. dan mak pun dah selesa dengan nama dia, dah pernah borak kat telefon bagai. Haish..entahlah
"friendship is like standing on the wet cement. The longer you stay, the harder it is to leave, and you can never go without leaving your footprints behind..."

Orang tamak selalu untung, kalau rugi, rugi betul....hahah serve you right Wardah!!

*haish...x post pengalaman masa g kinabalu hari tu la pulak...bila nak menulis nya nih, takut terlupa lak kalau lambat sangat...hehe

I'm OK

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Nothing much, just write here to remind myself that I'd already announce/state/inform them that 'I am Okay',
but why then I feel like 'torn apart inside out!!!'

he still keep on doing the same thing over and over again..
well dear, you may keep on waiting for her if you want to do so.
But, please take note; I can't wait for you forever...(T_T)

please do not dwell into the past
as i can't forecast our future..
what i do is just focus with our current situation..as I am extremely happy with you right now...

awak, terima kasih sbb buat sy rasa disayangi, buat saya rasa bahagia...walaupun cuma sementara...

IMUSM..the one n only '1'

you are the only exception

Salam sejahtera buat semua... Have a good day (^_^)

to you...pls take note, and always remember..you are the only exception...my only exception..

the one, and only...

=) syg sket.. huhu